Muff dive tv fantasy

“May I have the pleasure of screwing you?” River wants another butt rub tonight. On the futon. While she watches Desperate Housewives. “That would be really decadent.” I’m all for it. “I have something to look forward to.” I’ve also been wanting to do her thighs for a while, and her neck is moving up on my list.

River reads and I set up. Get the oil and a candle. Hang a blanket. Wait in the kitchen. I hear the tv come on. “I’ll be there in a minute.” She strips to her panties and lays out on the futon. They’ll be coming off soon. I strip to silkies. Not sure why I leave then on. I like being naked with River.

Oil her back to start. She reaches down and the panties come off. Her body is so amazing. The shape. The firmness. The skin. I straddle and work her back. Her legs. Her butt. How lucky can I be to have a sweetie with a butt and body like that. River is hot. And I get to massage her.

At some point I remove my silkies. We’re both naked. On her back for neck. Left. Right. Up the sides. Chest and pectorals, skirting her nipples. She sits up so I can do the front of her thighs while she finishes the show.

I’ve been thinking about whether this massage has strings. We didn’t talk about it. We just had an incredible fuck last night. I don’t think there are any strings. But it sure gets me in the mood. And then I realize. River is sitting up on the futon watching tv. Naked. I’ve told her I’ve got a fantasy of diving her muff while she watches tv. The setup is too good to pass up.

I put my head between her legs and probe with my tongue. Her parts are chilly. Her lips are cold lobes of flesh. This is a perfect opportunity to literally warm her up. River is surprised. “Do you mind?” “No.” My mouth and tongue on her lips and opening for a while. River’s pussy tastes nice. Should have stayed down there longer for the warm up. On to the clit. Not too slurpy. I like her muff growing back in. Thinking of the big circles. I hear the show in the background. This is amazing. My sweetie lets me rub her. She lets me eat her pussy and indulge a fantasy. It’s as good as I thought it would be. I could lick her for a long time. But the show ends.

“Are you having fun down there?” “Yeah. I mentioned a while back that eating your pussy while you’re watching tv has been a fantasy of mine for a while.” “It sounds familiar.” “Thanks for letting me indulge it. I really enjoyed it.” “You’re getting better at that.” Music to my ears. She was heating up. Maybe some day she’ll ask for it.

“I’ll warm the bed up.” She brushes and comes in. We snuggle. I have to say it somehow. “May I have the pleasure of screwing you?” She seems to like that. “Yes.” “I get to rub you. And eat your pussy. And screw you.” More smoochies. She reaches down for my part. “It’s interested.” “Yeah.” I like her cold hand.

I get on top. It’s not too good. It’s getting worse. “Look. Hot girl.” If I can’t get it up with my hot sweetie asking for it right in front of me with me between her legs and her pussy staring me in the face I should just give it up. I give it a good grind on her emerging muff. It feels nice but it doesn’t get much better. I wonder if it will go in anyway.

“You have a name for this. LDF.” Limp dick fuck. I push my limp dick into her and feel it pop in as I prop it up from the bottom. It starts to get it. We start to screw. “You’re really wet today.” A nice wet. Really juicy. Not so much gooey. I wonder if the muff dive has anything to do with that. It’s gotten hard. That’s more like it. Fuck with confidence now. She only lets me do one leg for jackknife. Because of the hips. I like jackknifing River any way I can.

I’m smiling like anything. She notices. “I’m screwing you.” We screw for a while but I don’t want to overstay my welcome. We go faster and I let my orgasm build until I slam it all the way in and hold it and come deep inside her again. She’s going to be dripping two days in a row. She says she doesn’t mind.

“You sure were wet today. I like the variety.” “That’s good.”

Next day. “You said getting the massage while watching tv was really decadent. I want you to know it worked for me. Like that time I did the foot rub. If you could eke out some feedback that would be nice. Not so I know you’re paying attention. So I know when I’m doing something good.”

Cool whip and cherries in the kitchen

River is lying on the kitchen floor crosswise in front of me. "I wish I could open the refrigerator and take out the whipped cream and spray you up right here. But I already put it upstairs. Having to go get it takes some of the fun out of it." "Would it still be fun enough?" "I think so." "I'm commando." "I'll never have to buy you underwear again. What am I going to do?" I go upstairs for the cool whip and cherries. I sorted out the two with stems. "It was nice of you to get non-dairy topping." "I wouldn't want to kiss you after licking off whipped cream."

I slip her pants off. Her girl parts are revealed. The light isn't so good, but good enough. I've been walking around in boxers. She's wearing the Tinkerbell shirt. Cute. Showing me her completely hairless parts. I have some problems with the cool whip. It keeps sliding off her pussy. "Let the ice cream scooper do it." She sprays a nice swirl on top and puts on the cherry. "More of a sundae. You were going for the banana split." I start licking. She's still pretty smooth on the sides and it's really nice. "That's about the funniest thing I've seen." I think we're both into it now. My nose bonks the cool whip and the cherry falls off. Oh well. I lick her clean. Her smooth pussy and mons are nice to lick. I slip my tongue between her labia. "It's hot in there." "Yeah." Hotter than usual. On fire. I like it. I move my tongue to her clit. Remember what she said about bigger circles with my fingers. "That's perfect technique." Nice. That's what I need to hear. "That feels pretty good." Double nice. She likes it. I like it. "If you do that for about half an hour I'll probaby have an orgasm." That would be so amazing. I'd like that. I'll see what I can do.

It's nice licking her smooth pussy. Even the small amount of stubble feels nice. I hear moans. That gets me going. I moan too. I'm not even getting tired. I'd do this a long time. I look up at her while I'm going at it. Head back. Hands loose in the air. She looks into it. I'm into it. Every now and then I think big circles. She sounds like she could come but I know it could still take a while. We have a small break. "I'll fuck you." On the kitchen floor. "Ok." Plan B. Back to it. I'm getting a different flavor now. A warm flavor. She pushes into me. I push back. "Not so hard." Back off a bit. Feel a bit with my fingers. I don't want to be distracting. I need to ask about that. I want to pull her lips apart. She's liked it when I pull up on the skin above her pussy. She's moving up and down a little. I hope she's positioning for me. It's sounding intense and her clit is less noticeable. "Keep doing that." I like doing that. Is she actually going to come? I'm not getting tired. I'm having fun. But I haven't shaved. My bristles were stimulating for a while, but now they're irritating and we have to call it off. "I thought I was at the point of no return a couple times there." Wow. Closer than I thought.

"Let's see if I have anything in me." It's a bit stiff. Needs to be stiffer though. Gaze at beautiful River. Hot River. Sexy River. Smooth River. Nice shape. Girl shape. Jack a bit. It's getting there. She feels really wet and hot. It goes in easily and we fuck on the kitchen floor. The hard floor reminds me of the treehouse. "Are your knees ok? We could do a more comfortable position." "This is a good one for it to stiffen up." I'm trying to put more weight on my hands. Like the treehouse. "We're on the kitchen floor." "Yeah, you should really be up on the counter." "I guess so." River's lifting her head. I try to hold it up for her. I try mini-magnetism for a while but it's too hard. Jackknife. Nice smooth pussy view. River reaches back for a wall but there's nothing there. I slide her back. She puts her hands on the wall and arches up against me. I grab her butt and lift. Maybe a little too enthusiastic. It looks strenuous for her. "How long can you do this?" "Pretty long. How about you?" "Until I come." And I can feel one coming. "Which will be pretty soon." Soon enough for River I hope. Here it is. In deep. There's the cervix. The spasms are long and smooth and powerful. I give each one some extra squeeze. "It's . . ." She looks at her watch. "Eleven o'clock. Do you know where your balls are?" Silly. I think they're in the right place. Reach down to check. They are. "So you liked that? We can do it again?" "Yeah." The oral that is. River opens a drawer and grabs a dish towel or something for clean up. "You're breaking tradition." Up to the shower to clean up the sticky. River has a nice glow. "You look happy." "I had fun with my sweetie."

The trampoline

I'm cleaning the kitchen. Not too hard today, we went out for pizza. River is sitting upstairs with Brook after I read to her. She comes down, watching tv and knitting, somewhat earlyish, which is good because it means Brook got to sleep at a reasonable time, and I'm glad River gets to chill out with some veg time. "I'm kind of tired." I watch with her for a while. "Are you ok?" I think she's wondering if I'm annoyed at her for watching tv. It's the opposite. I'm content knowing that we're going to do it tonight. I've been more anticipatory today than I have been for a long time. I'd rather be more calm and relaxed. I got kind of high-strung for a while there.

"You know what I'm going to suggest tonight." "Didn't you already suggest it?" "Not really." "Something more specific?" "Let's see how well you know me." "The trampoline?" "You know me well. You suggested it." Well really I suggested it long ago. It's really hard to read her. She seems mildly incredulous, somewhat amused, and perhaps willing. At least she's smiling. "I've only been suggesting it every day for the last month." Ever since she seriously considered it. "Ok." "You're even dressed for it." Going commando under her dress. I'm not sure what I'm going to wear, but I'll figure something out. "There's a new moon tonight." And it was a warm day. We may not get another chance this year. I'm glad we're taking this one. It really means a lot to me.

"I have to go brush." I turn off our downstairs lights and sit in the middle of the trampoline. This is crazy. I can't believe we're going to do this. The balcony is one thing. The trampoline is something else. We're a little worried about noise. I try a few maneuvers in the middle, which is where we're planning on being. Some creaking, but not too bad.

The bathroom light goes out, the door opens, and River joins me. "It's cold out." "No it isn't." "I'm cold." Not good. I slide my pants and underwear down and toss them aside. We sit in the middle, in our recent way, my legs under, her legs over. She's more flexible. It's a nice way to start. Face to face. Accessible. Smoochies. My part seems interested. I reach down and give it some help. River reaches in and that really helps. I feel her and that helps too. Smooth. Nice lips. Wet between them. It's a nice sound. I'm glad things are going well. We had a celebratory glass of wine at pizza for our recent purchase and I got a little worried.

"Any particular position?" "I just thought we'd do the usual." "I think we're ready." "Am I ready?" I hope so. River gets it in. Is it in? Test it. That's a sign that it could be better. It's in. No doubt. I hope River isn't wondering whether it's in. And here we go. Slow. Quiet. Just a few creaks when I shift positions from default to missionary and back, higher and lower, but nothing that would give us away. "Nice stars." I'm happy River gets to see the sky.

"I may have given mixed signals about talking while we're doing it or getting ready." We're having a casual talk now. I don't know why that's a turn on. It's the opposite of talking dirty which is also a turn on. I should just shut up and let River enjoy the sky. "Fully dressed." "Not fully." "Oh yeah." I've got my butt sticking out in the breeze and it feels nice. "I can take my shirt off." "I like having some clothes on." Me too. It's like the casual conversation in a way.

So far it's been pretty quiet. Sliding in and out. Feeling nice. Exciting. River is beautiful in so many ways. Doing this with her sweetie. "You feel really nice today." I reach down for her parts. "What are you doing?" "Feeling your part." I haven't felt it sliding in and out for a while. Now I feel it going into her smooth pussy. But it's awkward so I put my hand back. On her head. On her shoulder. "We probably won't be going too fast today. Do you have any requests for angles?" "No." "Ok." I'm thinking jackknife but I'm not sure. If River were holding her legs up I'd do it. But I'm still trying to be stealthy. Even though in my fantasies we make quite a racket. "If you were on top you could control the sound."

We're doing it in the back yard and a car comes crunching up the gravel in the alley. Headlights on. We keep going. What is that car doing out there? Driving around for a better view? "No worries." After ages of crunching back and forth it stops somewhere. "I wish our yard had a gate." I look over my shoulder and see a neighbor walking across the alley. We're still doing it. Push it in deep. Voices. Walking around. Somebody whistling. Calling a pet? And then back to quiet. No worries.

I'm having a nice time with my sweetie. Under the stars. Not fast, but strong and deep. I wish I could see her boobs but I like it that she's wearing a dress. At pizza she was wearing shoes with it that made her a bit taller and I liked it. I just like everything. "Are you wondering how long we're going to go?" "No, are you?" "I'm just wondering whether you're wondering." I get more of a sitting position. Not mini-v but close. We get some bounce going. A little bit of sound. I'm thinking of magnetism but that might be too much. The bounce makes us smile. "That's good." "This would be a good one to come in. But not too soon."

We keep it going for a while. But it's really nice. "I'm going to come." I'm holding it off. Just slowing it down really. Building it up. It's unstoppable by now. My orgasm comes. Quiet. But good. River pushes into it for me. I like that.

"No sacrificial t-shirt." "I have underwear." "That will work." Some afterfuck. It does seem natural. Then pull the plug and reach for the underwear. River makes her escape fully dressed. I walk back to the kitchen in just a shirt.

I prefer the balcony. It's right next to the bedroom and the view is nicer and we can use the candle house and we could duck for cover in a pinch. It doesn't usually have a comfy spot though.

Zen buddhist fuck

I show River how her butt looks to me. "That is a nice butt, isn't it?" I'm glad she agrees. I like showing her what I see. "Time to get in bed with my girlfriend." River's legs are sore from walking yesterday. I massage. A certain muscle in each leg. I like being aware of the muscles. Some butt work with my elbows. Then I lie down on top. "Pleasant weightiness." "I'd nearly forgotten about that." River rolls over and we kiss. Long. Good. "You seem to be getting aroused." I'd say so. We're both naked. "Do you want to do it?" "It seems like a shame to waste a good erection." It is good. I can't believe we're going to do it. Again. I want to. With River. It goes in hard. And slow. A nice default fuck. Finding friction. Breathing. Looking at her face. I can't believe we're doing it. It's good this way. Missionary. Harder. I feel it. I push in and come. Silently. River feels it. "Not too long." "That was like a zen buddhist fuck."

"You're still out-initiating me. But I'm out-orgasming you." "I don't care so much about the orgasms any more. If I wanted one I'd have one. I'm not inhibited." "I'm getting that more about you now." River's always said that sex without orgasm is just as good. That's hard to believe, but I believe her and it certainly seems to be true. "I feel like the tortoise and the hare. I'm the slow plodding tortoise." "And . . . I can have . . ." "Yes."

Waterline

"We have the whole afternoon to ourselves." I hadn't even thought of that. We talk about River's boobs. I really like them. A lot. River is not so happy with them. She doesn't see them like I do. Literally. I want to show her what I see. Why she is so nice to look at. "This would be a good time to try some topless shots with the window light." Seems like she'll do it.

Laundry. Baking. I eye River's chocolate. A chocolate heart appears for me. River makes licorice tea with the tea kettle. She is so sweet. Being together for an afternoon. River is facebooking. I don't mind, it's relaxing, but I'm wondering about the pictures. "Do you want to do the window light pictures? I don't think we'll have a better time than this."

We do them. River in pink stripy panties. She's hot. I'm trying to give more direction. I've got ideas from how I've seen her position her body in the shower. Arms. Turn. Look. "That's good." We look them over. "This is what I see. Look at that shape. That's hot." I think River agrees. "I'm getting a reaction."

River falls back on the bed. We kiss. I get on top. Passionate. I'm getting hard. I stand up and strip. "You want some sex?" This is unbelievable. She's been out-initiating me 3-to-1. "You've still got something in your panties." "You can whip them off." Whip. Off. Rub our parts together. But not too long. "Can it go in?" "It's been harder, but it might like being in there." River puts it in. It likes it. "I'm fucking the girl in the pictures." Default. I sit up. Slide it in and out. "That's a nice view." Harder. Hands on stomach. "You feel huge." River grabs my balls. Rubbing the bottom of my nuts. Just the right spot. Insane. Jackknife. See the tuft of bush. Hands hold my weight on her breasts. "Am I squishing you?" "In a good way." Slow. Hard. Faster. I have a waterline from River's period^*. I don't mind. "I come." I'm right at the edge. One slow thrust and I hold it in and come. "I like that nice controlled come." I like it too. It's a nice release.

We snuggle and relax. "You feel nice." "You too." "I wasn't expecting that." "Neither was I." Some things are just right. And sexy. "You still feel like my new girlfriend." "That's amazing." "You're amazing."

^* "I had a waterline." "On your . . . cock?" Funny word for River to use. "Yeah. I didn't think you'd want to see it . . ." "I wouldn't." "So I cleaned it off." "That's what you get for talking a girl into doing it during her period." "Oh, did I talk you into that?" "Not this time, but maybe last night." Normally that would make me feel pretty bad, but somehow being able to talk River into doing it during her period makes me feel good. Desirable. Sexy. Trusted.

Reed and River, sitting in a tree

"We could do it in the treehouse." It's not so much a treehouse, just a platform in a couple of trees, about twenty feet up. "I was thinking the same thing back on those rocks. You read my mind."

River puts some things in her pack and heads off to climb the tree. It takes some fancy climbing. And it's up there. She gets up no problem. Of course. I walk up the trail to join her. "There are two long screws up here." How appropriate. "There's going to be one more." Did I say that or just think it? I climb up. "It's nice having an athletic sweetie." "It's worked out pretty well." As I come over the edge I see River has packed a blanket and spread it out on the platform. That's my practical sweetie. A comfortable spot I hope. "One good thing about the treehouse is I can get completely naked." This gets better all the time. "Full daylight." And better. "I'm going to have to look." My socks off, her shirt and bra off, our pants off, and I don't even see any panties, just her amazing butt and secret darkness, dark and secret even in daylight. Has she been commando the whole time? I thought I saw some stripies go on this morning. Oh, they just came down with the pants. River's thinking I'm thinking "presenting". I should be thinking that. "You usually take your glasses off." Oh yeah.

Reed and River, sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g. Kiss kiss, rub rub, squeeze the nipples. Hard on. Thanks to Cialis. I wanted to make sure we didn't miss this one. River feels me through my underwear, then it comes off and Reed the closet exhibitionist stands up to display his full erection. To River. This is going to be good.

It goes in with default. There's a reason it's default. It works. For both of us. Fuck. Minifuck. It is good. I've got quite a view. The water looks nice, too. I can't get over this. It's overwhelming. I look. Are River's lips folding in? I reach down and pull them out. "I'm looking up at trees." "I can feel breeze on my balls." "I feel it on my perineum." "It feels nice."

We're wondering about knees and the hard surface. "I think I'm going to have bruises. But it's worth it." Oh yes it is worth it.

We're in jackknife. Feeling the nose. Too much? River's mound bulges between her legs. A thick curl of bush hair above her opening. River's bush. Her post-coital scratch bush. Her rub up a lather bush. The bush I feel crinkling through her silky panties. The bush I get to look at. From the front. From the side. From between her legs. Hot bush. Sexy bush. Girly bush. River's bush. I reach down to tug at it. Looks good enough to eat. "I wish I could just reach my tongue down there while we're doing it." I back off and roll River back so her pussy comes up and lick it. "You taste good." Uh oh, now she's not going to want to kiss. How can you not like that taste? Must be a guy thing. River tastes good.

Back in. We slap together. "Power strokes." The knees are sort of a problem but not too bad yet. "Doggy style?" We get set up. We do it. "There's your cold butt." Her cold butt feels nice. River gets the view. It's drying out. "This is the dry position. Maybe if you didn't pull out so far." "That's the best part." I can't believe this. "I brought lube, but it's back in the car." I didn't think we'd need it. Maybe the breeze is drying things out. Probably. It's especially dry on the right side. It's also a queefy position. "We can use spit if that's ok." I tongue River's slit some more. I feel my heavy penis dangling out of range. It feels like it should feel. Hard and weighty. It won't go soft today and I'm eager to get it back in. The spit has done its job and things are good again.

Flying v. "This is what every guy on earth wishes he was doing. Spreading a girl wide open outside and fucking her." This is incredible. River is breathtaking. The whole scene outside naked in the woods on a mountain screwing in a treehouse with a view on a nice day is breathtaking. "If you were a guy, could you imagine any better way to do it?" Missionary. "There's my warm sweetie." I hope she's ok getting squished on the deck down there. I go faster and harder and I feel an orgasm coming. But I want River on top today. I lean back and pull her up and squinch my legs around. I'm off the blanket into splinter zone but I don't care. River fucks me on top. "I see trees." I see a smiling sweetie. Single point of contact. Favorite. This time I watch. "I feel it sliding down on my whole thing." And up. River is catching the head on the upstrokes and making me moan. Just like I like. "Those upstrokes were great." I grab River and lift her butt and do some driving from the passenger seat.

More licking for lube. Face to face with River's beautiful wet pussy. In full daylight. I lick, tongue fuck, and stare into the pink. I've never seen this much detail.

Stand up to show off my erect cock again. Then I'm on top again. Back in with no hands in default. I'm going to finish. We have to do flying v again. It looks so amazing to see River spread out like that. In full daylight. With water and islands in the background. And breeze. And bush. And nipples. And hair. And face. It feels good for her. Magnetism. "I can't do the bounce though." Mini magnetism, holding her thighs leaning her legs to her left so I can look at her. Jackknifing the g-spot feels really good. It could be a finisher. But every time I feel I could go for the finish I have to shift my knees, and lose the feeling. I lift my knees off the platform. "That's good. This is your version of single point of contact." It is good but I can't hold out. River moves into mini-v to take some work off my knees. "This is a hard one to come in. Well it's easy to come in, but . . ." We do mini-v. It sounds like River is trying to make me finish. Just a coincidence I'm sure. But she's getting cold. She puts her shirt back on. She wraps the blanket around her. I feel great, being outside, naked, with River, also naked, screwing in the treehouse with her. But I need to finish the marathon. Missionary. Slow. Careful. Warm. Feel it plunge in through the gateway over and over. "That feels really good." I can tell. We always seem to agree. But I like it when she tells me. It's coming. It feels strong. "One more . . ." And here it is. In and out while I'm coming. I don't even feel the spurts, just the orgasm. A strong one. I feel my left nut get pulled up. It's a good feeling. We've talked about this. I have to show River. "Look, where did my left nut go?" I look down and my right nut is gone too. "They're in your inguinal canal. Cremaster muscle." I like having a sweetie who knows these things. I feel my empty scrotum. River reaches out and pushes them back down into place for me one at a time. It's strangely intimate having her do that.

It's still hard and I could keep going, but River is cold. I feel bad I took so long. We use the t-shirt I brought. It would have been more fun to sacrifice my underwear. She's shivering. What can we do to get her warmed up? I offer my underwear and t-shirt for her to wear. She dresses and wraps in the blanket and shivers. I get in to huddle, with River behind me. She starts to warm up. I start to feel better.

"We should take one of those screws as as souvenir." "Definitely. We can put it in an underwear drawer. Frame it." Then we'd each have a souvenir. I have her panties from our second first time in my sock drawer. River packs up the screw. It's a long one.

Long sweaty fuck room sex

I’ve been anticipating all day. I tried to write a poem so River would know how I feel. I tell River I want to do it in the afternoon, no, in the morning. Instead we have a wonderful talk and I’m happy. It’s going to be good. I tell River I’m considering jacking off ahead of time so I can hold out in the evening, but I should be fine.

River is home early. Before 9. I’m upstairs sitting with Brook and come down at 9:15. River isn’t even watching tv. She’s adding and changing information in the paper she’s writing. It’s so strange how she compartmentalizes and doesn’t think about it. It’s ok with me though. I try to help her with the formatting. And I get the room ready. I know she’ll be ready.

First try for Cialis. At 8:30. It’s 10 now. River strips and gets under a blanket on the futon. I strip and join her. We snuggle to warm up. River wants a slow warmup. She likes my fingers on the outskirts of her bush. She wants her boobs sucked. And anything else that looks good. I want to suck and lick and squeeze her boobs. “Some bristle is good, I know my boobs aren’t being sucked by a girl.” Definitely not. “This boy will take care of you.” River isn’t sure whether she’s up for an O, or for oral. Sometimes she’s into it, sometimes not. We’ll skip the oral but I hope she goes for an O. Her panties are still on. She grabs my hard dick (“hot”) and rubs herself with it through her panties. “You can take the panties off whenever you want.” She pulls down the top of her panties and I can see her bush. She pulls her panties aside and starts rubbing herself. Hot. I slip it into her warm soft wetness and we fuck as she rubs. We get the panties off. The blue ones that look like they’re painted on. “I do want an orgasm.” “That’s what I like to hear.” I move my legs forward. “How long can you do this?” “I’m ok.” We’re mashing our parts together in friendly ways. I put my arms under River’s spread legs and bounce her butt for the g-spot angle. “That’s insane.” That’s my new favorite word.

“Can we do a deep position?” “Uh huh. What do you want to do?”. Jackknife. Deep. There’s the cervix. I keep asking if it’s ok. It is. It gets a good circular mashing at some point and I get worried that we’ll never be able to do it like this again. I explain how I really like the micro fuck right in the improbable place, and hitting the cervix is a bit like that. River reaches around and rubs her button. That’s a hot position to watch in. It’s so hot when she does herself. Then she puts her hands on my balls and I go insane again. That is so many kinds of good I can’t tell them apart.

Doggy style. I'm a recent convert. “How come you never asked me to do this before? You’ve always liked it.” River reaches down for her button. “Isn’t that kind of hard holding your arm up?” The answer is essentially “are you kidding?” I spread her wings. I can feel her parts wiggling as she rubs. It’s inspiring. After a while I take over on the button but my arms and legs tire quickly. I can’t hold myself up with my head like River can.

Magnetism. Flying v. Somehow we get into a sitting position. We squirm around. Then I’m lifting River by her freshly shaved underarms and dropping her back down on my cock. It’s crazy but good. So good I can do it longer than I’d think possible. “I gotta start working out.”

A break for some lube. I suggest astroglide. I lube it up and put it back in. Ahh, there it is. Missionary. Quick deep thrusts. Friction. River is always appreciative. I nearly come. “I want to hear you come. I want to feel you come. I want to make you come.” “Mmm, keep doing that.” I keep doing that. Medium thrusts in default while River does the button. River has been working hard but it looks like she won’t come. “You come. Maybe if you come I’ll come. Nothing else is working.” It’s been close so many times in so many ways. Sometimes I wonder if I’m hurting rather than helping.

I’m dripping sweat on River. It’s making her cold. The missionary was good. “What’s missionary?” This. A position I used to dismiss as a wimpy beginner’s position. Now it’s so good and intimate and powerful I want to shoot my load in missionary. I lay my sweaty drippy body on River and go for it. This will be easy. “I can feel it. My balls are warming up. The tip is getting hot. It’s spreading. Here it is!” In and out and in and in. Warm feeling.

I don’t want to stop. It’s still reasonably hard. It still feels great. I keep it going for a while. But it’s time for some sleep.

But first River needs some cereal. She wraps in a blanket and goes to the kitchen to get some and comes back. That is so cute. I’m trying out doggy positions that would let her reach her button easily. We both go to the kitchen. She cleans herself with a paper towel. I eat some yogurt. We talk about how I like her commentary and I like it when she tells me how much she likes her boobs sucked. I sure like her boobs. And just about everything else about her. “I’m going to want to do it again in the morning.” “Not me.” “I’ll be surprised if you can even walk.”

She pulls the blanket aside and there is come running all the way down to her knee. “Maybe it was a big load.” “It was only two days worth . . . but all the anticipating can increase the volume.” I think twice about doing semi-public quickies with River in a skirt and no panties. It’s really arousing though.

A strikingly simple fuck

Strikingly simple fuck with the light on. I've been thinking about it hard all day. If ever there was a day when it shouldn't need help, it's today.

I really enjoy all our time together this evening. River is sensitive and brings me back to niceness at dinner. She's been great like that lately. We go over her presentation. It's excellent. I catch a bunch of silly mistakes and small issues for her. We snuggle on the futon and watch tv. I offer to lick her pussy but have forgotten she's still on the end of her period. Some other day I hope. I don't even mind that time is slipping by for our massage session and then whatever, if anything. It's a good evening.

Bedtime. Light on. River in black nightie and panties. River wants my underwear off for massage. She sits on my butt. Back massage. River's turn. Leg massage. Face up, face down. "Can these come off?" "Yes." "That feels good." "I'm just getting the full vulva view."

I snuggle on River's back and we kiss. I really want to do it. It should be stiffening. I rub the head on her lips. She responds. It doesn't. Roll her over and rub some more. It's so soft and smooth. She's ok if we do it tomorrow. "Tomorrow morning?" But I don't want to wait. A bit of oil, some stroking, spreading the lips and looking, it goes in and does fine.

The Reed and River default fuck. Pure default position. Old school. Strikingly simple, but versatile and effective. "I can see your balls." Heads at the foot of the bed. Slow. Fast. Shallow. Deep. "You sure know how to use it," I say. Missionary, fast, hard, deep, and furious for a finish. I love how River responds. My orgasm is long and intense. I want to come halfway in again, but every time I'm pulling it out it feels amazing and I push back in. River squeezes and we're through.

Breaking in the new futon

In the TV room. "My period didn't start today." That gets things stirring. "Now would be a good time." "Do you want to do it in the TV room?" Oh my yes. My surprising sweetie. We have to break in the new futon. I'm worried that the opportunity will subside while River has to brush her teeth, and we need to block the room off. I'm not that much of an exhibitionist. River gets naked and rolls into a crazy upside down position for a time. I strip to my underwear. Will this work? I have doubts. I get on top. It's working a bit. Then River gives it some nice strokes, pulls, and rubs, and uses her mouth on it. No doubt, it's working. I could get used to that. "Are you ready? Because when it gets up, it's going in." "I'm ready." And she is. It gets up. It goes in. This is supposed to be a sweet screw, but we go through all our new Reed-on-top favorites: missionary, magnetism with bounce, flying V, jackknife. Lots of g-spot. Hitting it feels good for me, too. Looking into River's face with its silly grin as we fuck on the futon is the sweetest thing. I've got a silly grin too. I'm imagining River with her clothes on as I fuck her amazing nakedness. The hall light is on and I can see her pussy clearly for the first time in I don't know how long. "How about some doggy?" But we only make it to butt position. "Mmm, that's what I wanted." And I want to come this way. River has her left hand down on her button. After some sweet fucking I come in her pussy.

"Can I look at your pussy?" And what a sight it is. The wings with the handles and the bush and the improbable spot with its frill. I want to put my mouth on it.

I give myself clearance to fuck River all I want

9:15am. Horny morning after syndrome. Sexy thoughts. Spreading the flaps. Fucking River while she does her button. It's semi-hard so I go up to the bathroom and take it out and lube it up and squirt off left-handed. Well, a dribble really. Not much left after last night, but more than a drop. Everything works as well as I'd expect considering the night before. I'm not sure if it's me, or if the enhancers tend to linger at least 12 hours. A good thick sample for the microscope. Fluid drifts by. Looks completely clean. I give myself clearance to fuck River all I want. The pleasant weightiness is back already.

River comes home, I give her the thumbs up, and she takes a look, even though she's been looking through microscopes all day in lab.

Recovery from a tryst gone awry

We've agreed on a tryst tonight.  My request is for River to start on top.  A very nice kiss as River goes off to class. "It's going to be good."

Things do not get off to a good start.  We watch tv, that's ok, but it's 24, not one of my favorites.  I rub River's chest and undo her bra.  I rub River's feet, socks on, socks off.  She snuggles closer but I'm getting insecure and think I'm irritating her and she's just tolerating me, because she just talks about the tv and doesn't get my hint when I say it's a boring show.  I leave and go upstairs.  "Wake me up when you're ready."  Yeah right.  I regret it even as I'm saying it.  I have sabotaged everything.  I come back.  I explain my feelings in a stressed out way, and how I feel terrible and had to come back.  River explains her feelings. We go talk in the kitchen.  I've forgotten that we're different.  River doesn't always remember that I like audible feedback, even a small "I like that."  I don't always remember that River can enjoy things in silence and be happy.  I forgot that River is hard to read.  I like the subtlety of hints, but I forgot she doesn't do hints well.  If I need something, the best thing to do is be direct. Yes, I touch River because I love her, and I was hoping to help her relax after a stressful class.  And yes, I was also trying to direct some attention to me, and it was seeming like another "ignore Reed until he gives up" moment.  Just ask.

Not so much a lesson as a reminder.  And not so much making up as rediscovering and reconnecting, yet enhancing.  It's good that way.  I look forward not with dread but with anticipation.

We're different.  That's part of what's so wonderful about being in love with River and having her love me back.

We recover.  I'm really glad we've gotten good at talking. River takes a bath.  She gets in and I give her a nice kiss and leave her in peace.

Levitra for the first time.  If it works through this I'll be amazed.  Cologne.  Candle.  I have been trying hard not to think of River while she's in the tub.  I don't want to get hard until we're together.  River starts on top, by request.  It stiffens -- slowly and dubiously, but it's hard. I feel her position it, it slots in, she lowers onto it, it's inside her, and it's an OMG moment.  Single point of contact. Very nice.  I try some words out.  "You're fucking me with your cunt."  "We're having intercourse."  "You're fucking me with your vagina."  "Cunt" sticks.  River enjoys her cunt.  So do I.  90 degree angle, 135 degree angle as River remembers what she did.  I watch.  Her knees are popping.  She's getting tired.  "But not too tired for this." Doggy style.  "That's a fuck."  Power fuck.  "I like that."  Hold River's flaps open and we both like it.  "Doggy style lets me reach my button."  And queef.

Default position.  "This used to be my favorite, but it's not so much anymore."  "Yeah, it seems kind of plain."  It's still a sweet and versatile default Reed and River fuck though. Looking into River's blue eyes.  "When we started again, I'd grab your shoulders like this."  "That's good."  We really get into it and I almost come.  "Careful."  Too close for comfort.

River's not going to do her button tonight.  Or maybe she'll have her turn afterwards.  It's my turn.  Reposition with hands on the wall.  I'm on top.  Jackknife is definitely a favorite.  "I didn't used to do this because you said it hurt you."  But really I just need to check with her and be careful.  Grab her ankles and hold her legs up and get the rhythmic bounce going.  Bouncing magnetism.  "I'm going to come."  No way to stop it, and I wouldn't want to anyway.  The sooner the better.  Incredible position.  Now. It's a good one, but not the easiest position to have a satisfying come in.

"Next time it's your turn."

But I want to keep going.  "Let's see what this stuff can do."  Default for control.  It's good for a while.  "Squeeze it out."  "I may have been squeezing already so I wouldn't fart."  I love River.  I am so blissed out that I completely forget about finding something to help clean up the drippage. It's one of our oldest traditions.  Or is it a ritual.  And she's forgotten she wanted to bring a slide up for a sample.

My favorite part was spreading her flaps while we were doing doggy style.

Losing it during warm up

We both get bored watching tv and go up to bed together. It's always a treat watching River undress.  River is going to read.  I think it might work tonight and have other ideas.  Pinching the underside and thinking about River gets a response.  "Can we see if it comes up?"  "What do you have in mind?"  "What I always have in mind.  Ok, some nice I love you sex."  I get on top and it's up.  River's hands feel nice on my legs.  Underwear off, panties off.  We should get right to it, but River probably needs more warmup and I lose it in the process.  "Let's just go to sleep." "Ok.  You're sweet."  I leak.

Bedtime is perhaps not such a good time.  For the lab test at the beginning of January it came up easily for us in the afternoon.  But it's now the end of February.

Next morning I ask how much warmup River needs (not wants).  "A backrub is always good."  I used to know that. River's pussy is tight and wet, but maybe she's always been warmed up.

No swimmers

River reaches into her pants and pulls out a sample for the microscope.  No swimmers of any kind in evidence.

A sweet little morning screw

No erections at night or in the morning.  I don't think I've got anything for River but I need to find out.  She's still asleep at 6:20.  I've been awake since 4.

Thinking about it does nothing.  Rubbing her back does nothing.  In September that's all I needed to get hard. Fingering River's pussy doesn't help either.  River is awake now.  "I don't think I have anything for you."  Panties off.  Climb on. Still nothing.  "Do you want some oil?" Well, ok.  Stroke it on top of River.  Move forward on her and reach back for River's pussy.  Move River's hand onto my cock.  Feels nice.  Feels like it's been four days.  "I want to fuck you."  "I'm ready."  Jackknife for penetration, missionary, left leg up, straddle River's right leg, jackknife and fuck River until I come.  For some reason I want to come halfway in, so I do.  It's a nice one now that it's in, no worries, but it was work getting it up.  I was worried I'd pop off quickly after four days but it's a sweet little screw.  I love hearing River moan.  She's always been appreciative on bottom.  That's why I like being on top.

Reed's first real F

River watches tv.  I rest with my head in her lap. We're both on-again/off-again about doing it today.  It's been quite a while.  Four days.  It really feels like it should work.  I straddle River and try to rub one up but nothing.  We'll try again in the morning.  I usually have a good one then. This is the first time I've utterly failed to get any kind of erection.

Reed is satiated

River has called me insatiable.  It's not true.  I am satiated. For now.

Reed and River have a tremendous fuck

Valentine's date.  Yummy Italian dinner.  Dessert somewhere.  Viagra.

Reed and River have a tremendous fuck.

Starting with River's request for a back rub and a foot rub, ending with my request for standing from behind.  All kinds of creativity in between.  Highlights: River on top at a 135 degree angle.  Me rubbing River's butthole while she rubs my parts.  Really good doggy style.  Letting River do all the work.  Rubbing "my" pussy with River on top on her back.  "You go first."  "No, you go first." My legs forward, River rubs and orgasms six ways from Sunday, longest ever, off again/on again with the clit, hitting the g-spot, waves of orgasm.  I go along for the ride then ask whether it worked.  "It's ok to say fuck when you have a cock in your pussy."  "Yes, there's a cock in my pussy."  River aims my cock while we do it.  "I can see your cock."  I'm trembling while standing up and would collapse when I come if it weren't for River.

Another hour plus marathon on pure River juice.  River's got it going on.

Can't get it up in the shower

Very nice kissing and hugging and washing everything and caressing in the shower.  This should have me up and doing it quite easily.  I'm in heaven just looking at River.  Heaven. But no erection.  Compare this to last August when just being in the shower with River gets it up and I have to jack off in the shower.  Jacking off in the shower without lube isn't easy but I did it without a second thought.  Six months ago.  Six months of sub-mediocrity.  I have to call last night and this morning an F.

"I want to feel that tongue thing on my dick."  "That can be arranged."

What was River doing with her tongue?

A rather nice left-handed snuggle in bed.  We are not trying to do it even though River accepted my invitation earlier. I ask what River was doing with her tongue last night. "You mean this?"  She does it again.  "Uh huh."  But no erection.

Semi-hard at 2:15.  River gets up to pee and I slot it against her crack when she gets back in bed.  I wish River wanted to do it in the middle of the night.  But she likes to sleep.  And it gets softer instead of harder.

It would not be possible without River

Valentine's day.  We've switched sides of the bed.  I don't like having sides of the bed.  We used to just get in on whatever side we wanted, at least I did, but at some point we started having sides.  It makes me feel like an old married couple.  Not having sides is more interesting and exciting.  You never know what you're going to get. This morning River is my left-handed sweetie.  It's interesting.  It's exciting.

At 6:15 I've got an erection and want to wake River up but she likes to sleep so I let her.  I wouldn't mind if she woke me up now and then.  I straddle River and hug and gaze and touch.  Hot. Grab River's hand so she can feel me leaking.  I only leak around her.

I make pancakes.  Shower break for River by herself, but I watch her dry off and walk naked to the bedroom and get dressed.  My sweetie fix.  I forgot I'd like to dress her.  River hints she'll make up for her solitary shower later.

After getting mixed and/or non-signals while watching TV, I reassure River that it's ok if we don't do it, but I'd like to touch her, with no expectations.  Jacking off on the reversed side of the bed.  Not so sure it's a good idea with a date coming up in two days, but I really want to and River approves.  Undress River.  Panties on.  In bed. River goes off on a tangent that completely blows my mood.  It comes back quickly.  Straddle River, kiss, rub, boner.  Oil.  Too much oil. Ok hardness but not great.  "Can I squirt on you?"  "Thanks for asking."  Touching River is nice.  "You're insatiable."  I get on top. Very nice interesting tongue work by River, but I need more room.  Sit up and admire the view and jack until I shoot my load near River's belly button.  River thinks she hasn't done much, but it would not be possible without her.

River's Guide to Fucking, or, the blue pills really work

The blue pills really work.  River and I are alone with not much to do in the afternoon for the first time in ages. "I wish it hadn't been just a day and a half since the last time we did it."  "We can do it tonight."  Really?  Smile. We'll try the samples.

I hear the gate opening at 8:00.  River is home early. "Couldn't wait?"  Pill at 8:30.  Can't back out now.  River has just seen the picture I emailed and gets suggestive with a popsicle.  I wish I could just whip my pants down and have her get to it.

Kids to bed.  Things may be stirring down there a bit, but they always do.  Candles lit.  River is undressing already, where's my fun?  She's changed the blue stripe panties out for the pink boyshorts.  Kissing.  She takes my pants off and rubs.  It's working.  Oh yes it's working.  River forgets about the proposed bj and gets ready to do it standing up. Leg on the bed, me holding her leg, need a wall.  Wow, has River's pussy ever been this wet before?  It is wet.  River turns around and bends over and puts it in.  Grab her for a power fuck.  Takes off her shirt.  She's braless? Grab her boobs.  Her nice compact set.  River stands up and it's so good I nearly come.

Onto the bed.  River rubbing her button.  I want to feel her orgasm from the inside.  I bring my legs forward and lean back to keep clear.  River rubs, I thrust into her.  Nice view.  River is hot.  My balls feel good banging against River's butt.

River on her back on top of me.  Masturbating while fucking position.  River on top in creative positions.  Turning from side to side.  Rubbing up and down.  Looks strenuous, but no.  I relax and enjoy her driving.  Then push back.

Me on top.  Keeps slipping out when I'm overzealous.  Feel bad for River always having to stop and put it back in. River puts her left leg over my left shoulder, my left arm goes under her left leg.  Face by her left boob.  Pillow under her butt.  This works great.  My left leg out to the side for better leverage.  River is working it furiously. This is a hard one.  "Now!"  I give it all I've got. River is coming and coming and coming and coming.

Slow down while River recharges.  "How did you not come?"  I don't know.

Hold River's legs up and cross them.  They're shaking.  Jackknife.  Slow.  Deep.  Rub the cervix. River feels my penis from the outside.  "So that's where it goes."  Smells like pussy.  It's nice.

We maneuver into inverted spoons again.  It's hard enough, but I'm not finding the friction.  Into regular spoons to find the friction.  River's butt feels good against my body. And looks good.  I get to push it in and out under a butt that's even nicer than when it was 23.

River on top on her back again.  River's legs up to her chest like we did in my lucid dream.  I'd need a few more inches for that.  I'm glad I don't have them.  Usually I feel just right to me.  And to River.  Her legs back down.  I rub "my" pussy.  Mmm, it feels good to rub my pussy.  So good there might be a second orgasm.  Lots of rub rub, side to side, in and out from below, lips feel so good and thick.  I love my pussy.

"How do you want to come?" "Flying v".  "Go for it".  Spread River open and do it.  Jackknife has my name on it.  I can feel it.  It's warming up and spreading.  In and out.  Friction.  Here it comes.  It's in deep and coming and coming and coming.  It's good good good.

We could probably keep going but wow, that's enough, time for a good sleep.  We've becn fucking over an hour, no lube, just pure River juice.  We like it.

River was the creative one last night.  She could write her own book.  "River's Guide to Fucking, and How It Improves With Age".

Wham bam

Wham bam.  In which I just can't be happy with a snuggle or masturbating next to River.  I've learned a lesson.

River is disappointed with getting an 88 on her exam.  I'm happy to come downstairs and watch the Mentalist with her on the new futon.  He's not as cute today and I hate the story.  River kind of wants to read and go to sleep, but it's lucky Tuesday and we go upstairs to screw.  I love seeing the bush when River pulls down her panties.  She seems to like seeing me see it.  No underwear for me either.  Kissing is working but we get off topic.  Me moving on top doesn't help.  Watching River rub herself and stroking it a bit works pretty quick.  River is hot.  I put it under her hand and enjoy what she's doing with it but we get off topic again or something and it goes away. That shouldn't matter, but it's not coming back, even when I finger River from the side and put a finger in. River rolls over to sleep.  I am misguidedly determined. I oil it up and rub River's back and get it semi-erect. That's as good as it's going to get.  I roll River over, spread her legs, put it in, and intentionally spurt in about 90 seconds.  This is worse than getting an 88.  It's a D.  One grade up from failing.  So much for magic Tuesday and no laptop.  Maybe four days in a row is too much after all. I express regret that I've gotten so demanding.  Should have just had a nice snuggle with my sweetie.

Maybe River wasn't as into it as she could be, but it's had problems even when River is into it big time, and has done well even when she isn't.  Good erection at 3:30am as usual though.  What is up with that?  What is up.  How can River be so sweet.  How can I be so awful.  Why do I do things I regret?

Pictures put to good use

I put the pictures to good use while River is at school in the morning.  Having the third picture is good.  Some work getting it up, could be better, but pretty quick considering the interval.  Still, it was three times in two hours several times in summer 2004.

Pictures of you

I've been looking at the pictures and the real River all day and want to rub the back in the picture for real.  Looks like River might read all night, but she comes up to bed. I warm up in bed then oil and rub River's back, arms, hands, neck, scalp.  River is enjoying it.  Getting late, going a bit quick.  Left leg, left foot, right leg, right foot.  I pull the panties down and rub River's butt. I oil myself and go to work.  I have to get it up. Beside River, reaching into the spot.  I sit behind River's butt for better contact and a nice view.  Stroke the cock, rub the butt.  Cock goes down the crack to rub the pussy.  River tries to help it go in.  It's in.  Mmm. Different angles. Leaning forward, sitting up working the butt and back.  Concentrating on the entrance, I have a good come.  "That's what everybody who saw those pictures wanted to do."  Full moon over the bay in the morning.

Come first fuck second

River looks hot all day.  I've been telling her every chance I get.  I want to do it every time we're alone. River finds some nude pictures of herself from before we met and gives them to me.  "They'll be put to good use."  I gaze at them several times during the day.  River's butt is at least as good now as it was then.  I love River's hot body as much as I love River.

Movie and popcorn with everybody on the new futon. Pharmaceutical insurance or not?  I'm confident.  I want to dive River's muff.  Orgasm first, fuck second. Kiss, side by side, I'm on top, up it comes.  No problems. Will I get another after a muff dive?  Probably.  Muff dive, over the right side, straddle, River on my face. Doesn't seem to be working as well as it has.  Fingers with guidance from River.  I ask River to take over.  I do the g-spot.  "Fuck!"  Hearing River come gets me hard in a hurry.  It goes in as River's orgasm winds down.  Hopefully a good surprise.  Reed and River fuck.  Hard.  Then slow in jackknife.  I lean back for a while.  It's good. All the way back.  But there's no wall for me to push on for leverage.  River with legs to the side to get into upside down spoons.  I start to soften a bit and go for something more straight up.  Hard missionary.  "You're fixin' to give me another orgasm." That's all it takes for me to suddenly cream all over River's insides.  River squeezes it out after a while.  Cute.

A visit to the urologist

I get a referral to a urologist.  Not the fucker who gave me my problems.  This one is supposed to be good.  But the appointment goes about like this: "Any problems going pee?" "No." "Any problems not going pee?" "No." "Do you get erections at night or in the morning?"  "Yes."  "When's the last time you did it?"  "Last night."  "Wrong answer kid.  Take two Viagra and call me in the morning.  I have to go now, I've got another patient to see. And your testosterone level isn't so bad.  Although you should have had it checked at 8am like all our other patients who we treat as individuals."  Then why is it off the low end of normal?

Everybody seems to think the ED is psychological or something.  Like I'm too worried about pleasing River.  Then why did my masturbation performance fall off a cliff?  I don't do that to please River.  River has never been anything but sweet and supportive. And she takes her own turns.

All I get out of it are some samples of the recreational drugs Viagra, Levitra, and Cialis.  But that's such a cop out solution.  I doen't like drugs.  I've already paid through the nose for a vasectomy and now I might have to cough up every time I want to do it? What is really going on here?  Nobody cares. Stupid medical-industrial establishment.

A quickish fuck while River does herself

I undress River.  Panties removed at her request.  Kissing.  Me on top rubbing one up.  Underwear off.  River is rubbing her clit. It goes in and I try to stay out of the way.  I want to feel her orgasm from the inside.  Magnetism, flying v.  "I'm going to come."  "You can do that."  Jackknife, a long one for me, in to the cervix, decent post-orgasm stiffness for a while then out it comes.  River reaches to feel my balls.  River keeps going, I suck her nipples and squeeze her boobs.  "Here it comes."  A long one for River too.  A quickish fuck is just what I've been wanting.

Out of the blue, or, the fuck she deserves

Out of the blue.  River comes home, pets the bunny, and watches House while I read.  I like being quiet.  Does she want that rub? We go upstairs. Very nice kisses and back rub from River get things going well.  Going where though?  A blow job?  I get on top and rub up a good one. My underwear come off.  River oils it up.  Not for a blow job.  River gives a hand job while I'm on top pretending to be a girl, trying out various positions.  My downstroke is River's up handstroke and I like it.  It's fun to be a girl.  It's hard not to reach back into River's panties but her period isn't over.  River could really get the fuck she deserves tonight, going in nice and hard.  And she's amenable.  OMG.  Off come the panties, in goes the cock.  "I'm glad you're getting the fuck you deserve."  And what a fuck it is.  Missionary, jackknife, bouncing magnetism, flying v, hard cock, sweet sweetie.  Feels good in so many ways.  I lean back and bring my legs forward ready to pull River on top.  We do it like that for a while.  Nice view.  I pull River on top.  "Fuck me."  And does she ever.  Our favorite squatting position until River tires.  I get back on top.  Bouncing magnetism -- but River doesn't have the wall to push off of.  I never realized she used the wall like that.  "You can come inside."  Missionary until I come.  It stays hard enough for a bit more action in the different slippery.  River drips.  "I was hoping we'd do it tonight" says River.  Out of the blue.

Wait and see

River's period started yesterday.  We agree to try waiting and see whether it comes up easier after laying off for a few days.  We're not really expecting the extra time to make a difference though.  This seems like a natural end to the torrid pace we've been keeping up since we started fucking again.

Everybody gets waffles in the morning

I'm a bit upset about the sleeping arrangements with a semi-unscheduled sleepover going on.  I was hoping for some action.  River doesn't want to keep up the three or four times a week schedule.  After talking things through with River, I'm happy.  I undress her and masturbate next to her.  The next morning I think nice thoughts of talking with her, looking at her after our shower, undressing her, and her luscious lips.  I'm so happy I make everybody waffles.

Afternoon jack

I masturbate to orgasm in the afternoon.  Astroglide, spit, left handed, right handed, it never gets very hard.

Reed likes on top with River

I've been thinking about River all day.  She shows me her pink stripy panties.  She comes home early and slacks when her class is canceled.  When I suggest I can get the kids to bed she wants to do me in the bathroom.  I get a small head start.  River's presence and rub gives me an erection.  I have something else on my mind and work into a muff dive.  Classic position isn't as good as my favorite so I switche.  After a while I moves River's hand into place and put in a finger for the g-spot.  Hard not to interfere with River.  Finger comes out after a while.  River orgasms.  Seems like a good one.  River and I work together to get it up.  A limp dick fuck at first.  Then it gets there.  I'm on top.  Default, jackknife, missionary.  I'm about to come the whole time and keep slowing down.  Flying v then legs straight up with River's butt bouncing up and down then flying v again and River knows I'm about to squirt and pushes back before I come and slides off me so I don't come in her pussy. Cute.  Now River wants to sleep.  She likes the variety we've found with me on top.  I like being on top with River.

Plan B

I get a foot rub then jack off next to River.  That's plan B when River doesn't want to fuck. It never gets very hard though.

Trainwreck wilder than dreams, or, River's seal of approval

Trainwreck.  River has hinted all day that she wants to do it tonight.  I've taken the L-arginine pills and go to bed to get some sleep.

I wake up. River is here.  She doesn't want to do it after all and has come in quietly.  The pace is too much for her.  She doesn't seem to want to help get me hard.  We talk.  A lot.  My expectations are dashed in a 500 mile an hour trainwreck of confrontation.  Lose/lose/lose/lose for me. But in the long view things are still good.  After much gnashing of teeth, a final request.  River on her front, no panties, stretched out on the bed like one of my fantasies of her, while I jack off.

River gets a back rub.  A butt rub.  "I can't believe I get to do this."  A leg rub sitting on River's back.  It's all I can do not to put my face in her spot.  More butt rub.  I'm jacking.  My seal of approval.

River is moving her butt and opening her legs.  Beyond unbelievable after the trainwreck.  "Why?"  "For anything."  River presents and mentions doggy which I'd mentioned the day before.  I tongue her pussy, then move into position. River guides it in in the dark.  Mmm. This is so amazing.  River flattens out. I can have a fast orgasm like this. But I'd rather stretch it out. "You can go as long and hard as you want."  River feels balls on her legs.  After much sweet friction and sounds of fuck I pull out and let my come spurt onto River's back.

Clean up and talk some more. I feel a rhythm next to me.  Could it be?  River is talking and rubbing her button.  OMG.  "You can put in a finger."  OMFG.  I circle her wet opening, which really gets me hot, and slip in a finger as River comes surprisingly quickly.  A long one.

River's seal of approval.  Wilder than dreams.


Can you even feel that?

River wants me to wear the cologne and wants an orgasm before fucking, but comes back from the lab with a fast heartbeat and is not so hot for it anymore.  I give River a foot rub with oil, then there is some awkwardness before I get a taste of her pussy.  She wants gentle sex.  Not the original plan when she wanted an O, but sounds nice.  But she's intentionally not enjoying being eaten as much as she could, and that's no good for me.  After some talk, I finger her pussy from the side and try to get it up.  Problems.  It goes in really soft.  "Can you even feel that?"  "Ok, it's feeling more like a dick now."  Slow and sensual missionary, slow and sensual jackknife, just feeling it inside is wonderful.  River seems to like when it bottoms out against her cervix.  She drops her right leg and that works, too.  Then some we haven't done for a long time.  River on her back/me on my left side, my legs under River's legs, then spooning into a really nice snuggly fuck.  Mmm.  We can both feel the friction.  River likes the rhythm I'm using to get myself off in her.  I feel an orgasm coming up and stay on rhythm and squirt on River's hiney.  She thinks its cute or something.  What happened to the raging erection of two nights ago?  Maybe it had to do with being woken up.  We'll try that again.

Magic capsules

River and I visit Dr S together.  I get magic capsules.  L-Arginine.  We both want to try them out.  I'm skeptical but take them.  I lure River in my dark blue boy underwear and cologne then go up to sleep.  River comes up and wakes me.  I like being woken up to do it in a dreamy mental state.  She has her panties on like I hoped she would.  She gives smooches and snuggles with intertwining legs and gives a very arousing hand job through the underwear, rubbing the hard base of my cock under my nuts.   It is working but I'm still skeptical and think it could be harder.  My underwear comes off.  I move into position and River's panties come off up her legs and over my head.  River rubs my hard cock on her parts.  This should make it even harder but I'm afraid of losing it before it goes in. No worries.  The magic capsules seem to work tonight.  In it goes.  That's the stuff.  Strong missionary.  I could get off quickly but don't want to.  Fast and furious. Jackknife.  River wants slow and I was about to do that anyway.  All the way in until it bottoms out.  Nice.  I go for the g-spot angle.  It's funny getting it back in when it comes out.  It's a good one.  Some sitting action without fail.  River on her side, River on her front. Maybe shoot on her back for a change.  Some questions of slipperiness.  I spread River's legs a bit but it's awkward. Doggy style.  Amusing queef action.  Astroglide.  Somewhere in there I've held off again.  I'm back on top for flying v.  River is going nuts and talking g-spot.  I ask if she might come then my orgasm comes roaring up without much warning and I pull out and flop on River and keep squeezing for every last spurt.  Wow. River has been very talkative about what feels especially nice, and every time I could tell because it was the same for me.  There's this certain mutual friction.  Next morning I get hard again thinking about it all and go to the shower to show River.  Not a sleep boner but a good "morning after, wants more action" boner.  River may never see me limp again.

River likes to watch

After an episode of desperate housewives that River thinks is sappy but I think is cute. River gets a nice back rub, then a foot rub. River returns the foot rub with oil. River in pink boyshorts. We smooch, I climb on top and rub up a good one. River mentions it's my last chance to fuck her before she ******. Her panties disappear somehow. We put on a condom and get to it. Missionary, default, jackknife (funny time keeping it in, but it stays good and hard), River on her front.  Nice and tight.  River says she likes to watch. I'm surprised and lean down to see her point of view. Then River on top for the first time since our restart.  A nice treat.  Cowgirl, single point, hugging in close. I get River to watch from my point of view. But I'm losing it. Flip River over. Back on top. It's just not going. We could stop and both be happy, but . . . condom comes off, into missionary, then flying v, wow that's great for both of us, what's so special about this position? I pull out and shoot on River. Later I remember my "admit one" ticket. Good thing I got in without it.

River goes commando all day

River goes commando all day.  A nice erection snuggle before we sleep.

Felix felicis

A nice Thai dinner, a walk on the pier, tea and dessert at a cafe, some felix felicis conversation. I get it up halfway and put on a condom but it's not working.  Lots of oral then River does herself but it takes a while.  I jack it semi-erect with astroglide, another condom, goes in semi-erect.  Default, missionary, good jackknife, River's knees to her left, River on her front with legs closed (mmm, we remember), default position.  It's gotten hard but it's just not coming.  I jack off with astroglide while fingering River, takes a while, shoot on her tummy.


Sex therapy

River eats pineapple and takes a bath.  She's not sure she's got an orgasm in her so after a sample licking we decide to just fuck.  I put on a condom since we're still not sure about my vasectomy and River's period ended a while back.  Me on top, sitting together, reverse cowgirl, doggy, me on top some more, sitting together, role reversal with River on top banging me, me back on top and the flying v position for a big finish.  My eyes have been opened to the potential of straight up missionary.  "I can't believe such a sexy girl lets me fuck her." "And I like it."  River's flaky heartbeat has settled down because I've stimulated her sympathetic nervous system.  Sex therapy.

I gotta see this

Unprotected.  OMFG.  River runs around braless all day.  Her small tits poking cutely against her shirt.  "Can I lick your pussy?  Please?"  Ok, but River has a headache so she doesn't want an orgasm.  A major cunnilingus session over her right side.  River changes her mind and brings herself off while I suck her nipples and finger her.  Sounds like a long one.  I jack it to hardness, slide it in.  "I gotta see this" I say, and spontaneously lift River's legs into a V shape.  I do River then lift her legs and pound her then bonk her cervix while having the most awesome orgasm ever.  "Ow". "I'm pleased".  "There's nothing quite like being on top of River."

The next day I remember River had been sitting on the couch in the V position.  Was it a less-than-subliminal suggestion?  We'll never know.

Come first fuck second.  River wasn't kidding.

Reed and River are fucking

Unprotected.  OMG.  The candle is lit.  River's period is over.  I give River a full body massage.  "Want some pussy massage?"  River is frustrated with the nights of foreplay.  "I wish we could just fuck."  And we do.  Line it up, push it in, and fuck.  Like old times, only better.  It means more.  I go slightly over the edge twice and River thinks that's the end, but there is still lots of hard and fast and sweaty fucking before I come.  "Reed and River are fucking!"

Before we start fucking again

It's been about a year and a half since River and I last fucked. River got me a vasectomy a few months ago that was supposed to restart us.  But we still can't fuck.  What have we been doing?  Masturbating together.  Cunnilingus.  Talking.  Liking each other.

We've seen each other masturbate before.  It's pretty much the only way River can orgasm.  Or a shower massage.  I enjoy stroking my hard cock while River watches.  Hoping she'll join in.  She lets me come on her.  I used to think that was degrading.  Now it seems like a mutual sweetness.  Watching her rubbing her button turns me on.  Especially when a hand goes up to her nice small boobs.  I can't help but join in.  Sit beside her.  Reach a hand under her leg and finger her moist opening while I do myself with the other hand.  Hope I'm not distracting her.

We do each other.  We always have.  But we have to take it more seriously now.  In the past we both liked to get to what we call the good part.  The fucking.  River was never much for foreplay.  Now foreplay is the good part.  We get better at it.  Expand our repertoire.

A recent time comes to mind.  River lying down.  I kneel between her legs.  Her pussy staring me in the face.  I jack myself off.  Rubbing my balls on her pussy.  She's got a black nightie on.  She's hot.  I feel my orgasm building.  Usually I'm more of a dribbler than a squirter.  But sometimes I surprise myself. My orgasm builds.  The tension before the first spurt.  I feel the release coming.  My cock becomes fiercely erect.  Muscles contract.  Jizz shoots onto River's nightie at about tittie level.  We're both surprised.  I'm glad she saw that.

Today River is doing her button.  I join in.  Couldn't stop myself if I tried.  My finger explores inside her.  Her g-spot.  Put my finger on it.  What does she like?  Circles.  "How hard?  How fast?"  "That's good."  Working together.  River is coming.  "Fuck . . . oh fuck . . ."  A good one.  A long one.  "It felt like I was squirting."  Says she may not ever have another one like that.  I'm not so sure.

What's going on here?

It's been three months since my vasectomy. If you haven't gotten a vasectomy, don't. Mine gave me erectile dysfunction which completely blows the point of getting one. I seem to be the only guy out of billions on the planet who's had that happen. Why me. I've had enough bad luck in this life. It is not supposed to have any effect on your abilities. Zero. None. I can tell you that's a bunch of crap.

Post-op I have to reach some number of ejaculations, about 20, then dribble my jizz into a little bottle and take it to the lab to make sure my nuts have been properly disconnected and the pipes have been flushed. Sounds easy. But shooting a load has gotten harder thanks to the ED. And all of my tests have come back with "persistent non-motile sperm". What the fuck. A bit of online research shows it is common to take three to six months to clear the pipes. Why the fuck did that asshole doctor say I'd be good to go in one month?

River and I expected abstinence to be our birth control for just a month. We don't have anything else at the moment. We pick up some condoms and give a donation at Planned Parenthood. But condoms don't play well with the whole erectile dysfunction thing. I lose erections putting them on. Even when River puts them on with her mouth. I never used to believe that could happen to people. How the fuck can you lose your erection when your hot sweetie is waiting to bang you? Then it won't stay hard doing it with a condom. I shop around for what used to be "our brand" back in the day. Birds'n'bees from RFSU in Sweden. Planned Parenthood used to hand them out. Nothing locally. I call the US distributor but they're way overpriced. Thankfully I find a place in Hong Kong and order a couple packs. What did we do before the internet.

The prolonged abstinence is a blessing in disguise. When life gives you lemons make lemonade. Our sex life moves in interesting directions. We both masturbate while the other watches and participates. I shoot on River instead of in her. River gets more oral. Inhibitions drop. Communication opens up. We like it.

Fuck the lab. We've got our own microscope. We do our own tests. Shoot a load, put it on a slide, and take a look. They weren't kidding about the non-motile sperm. There are a few little swimmers. But they're not swimming. We give ourselves clearance to go ahead.