Trainwreck wilder than dreams, or, River's seal of approval

Trainwreck.  River has hinted all day that she wants to do it tonight.  I've taken the L-arginine pills and go to bed to get some sleep.

I wake up. River is here.  She doesn't want to do it after all and has come in quietly.  The pace is too much for her.  She doesn't seem to want to help get me hard.  We talk.  A lot.  My expectations are dashed in a 500 mile an hour trainwreck of confrontation.  Lose/lose/lose/lose for me. But in the long view things are still good.  After much gnashing of teeth, a final request.  River on her front, no panties, stretched out on the bed like one of my fantasies of her, while I jack off.

River gets a back rub.  A butt rub.  "I can't believe I get to do this."  A leg rub sitting on River's back.  It's all I can do not to put my face in her spot.  More butt rub.  I'm jacking.  My seal of approval.

River is moving her butt and opening her legs.  Beyond unbelievable after the trainwreck.  "Why?"  "For anything."  River presents and mentions doggy which I'd mentioned the day before.  I tongue her pussy, then move into position. River guides it in in the dark.  Mmm. This is so amazing.  River flattens out. I can have a fast orgasm like this. But I'd rather stretch it out. "You can go as long and hard as you want."  River feels balls on her legs.  After much sweet friction and sounds of fuck I pull out and let my come spurt onto River's back.

Clean up and talk some more. I feel a rhythm next to me.  Could it be?  River is talking and rubbing her button.  OMG.  "You can put in a finger."  OMFG.  I circle her wet opening, which really gets me hot, and slip in a finger as River comes surprisingly quickly.  A long one.

River's seal of approval.  Wilder than dreams.


Magic capsules

River and I visit Dr S together.  I get magic capsules.  L-Arginine.  We both want to try them out.  I'm skeptical but take them.  I lure River in my dark blue boy underwear and cologne then go up to sleep.  River comes up and wakes me.  I like being woken up to do it in a dreamy mental state.  She has her panties on like I hoped she would.  She gives smooches and snuggles with intertwining legs and gives a very arousing hand job through the underwear, rubbing the hard base of my cock under my nuts.   It is working but I'm still skeptical and think it could be harder.  My underwear comes off.  I move into position and River's panties come off up her legs and over my head.  River rubs my hard cock on her parts.  This should make it even harder but I'm afraid of losing it before it goes in. No worries.  The magic capsules seem to work tonight.  In it goes.  That's the stuff.  Strong missionary.  I could get off quickly but don't want to.  Fast and furious. Jackknife.  River wants slow and I was about to do that anyway.  All the way in until it bottoms out.  Nice.  I go for the g-spot angle.  It's funny getting it back in when it comes out.  It's a good one.  Some sitting action without fail.  River on her side, River on her front. Maybe shoot on her back for a change.  Some questions of slipperiness.  I spread River's legs a bit but it's awkward. Doggy style.  Amusing queef action.  Astroglide.  Somewhere in there I've held off again.  I'm back on top for flying v.  River is going nuts and talking g-spot.  I ask if she might come then my orgasm comes roaring up without much warning and I pull out and flop on River and keep squeezing for every last spurt.  Wow. River has been very talkative about what feels especially nice, and every time I could tell because it was the same for me.  There's this certain mutual friction.  Next morning I get hard again thinking about it all and go to the shower to show River.  Not a sleep boner but a good "morning after, wants more action" boner.  River may never see me limp again.