I like random

I think this random schedule thing is working out pretty well. Despite not following it strictly. Which I think was part of the idea all along. It strains my perfectionist ways and my honor not to be strict. But rules were made to be broken. Especially these rules,

So what's to like? I feel more relaxed, calm, happy, and satisfied, not having to be in charge of sex so much. Knowing it will happen and I won’t have to make it happen. And always having something definite to look forward to.

I was worried I wouldn’t be as flirty and affectionate as before. But of course I am. Maybe even more so, since River can be sure I don’t have ulterior motives. Even though I do.